A Reflection on "Just Give Me Jesus"

"Just Give Me Jesus" by Anne Graham Lotz is the first women targeted Christian event that I've ever attended. It is a 2-days event designed to bring revival to Christian women. I were kind of disappointed after the first day, as I didn't gain too much insights from it. I guess it's because my heart was not prepared to listen to God in the first place. Still, one thing came to my mind: have trust/faith in God's words. Most of the time, my trust in God is based on experiences. I trust that God provides all I need because he did satisfy my need at the perfect timeing in the past. I trust that God loves me wholeheartedly because I did feel his pain/suffering when he died on the cross. The problem is...I start to doubt when I stop experiencing God. You says this, this and this in the bible, how come those don't apply to me? How come those are not happening in reality? Are those words true? I need God to prove His words to be true!!!? Shouldn't I trust His words because I trust Him? If I need to "see", "hear","feel" to trust, then I don't think I'm really trusting Him.